I don't know whether it is because the weather has been bleak and wet these past few days...and I miss the sun.
I don't know whether it is because this year is nearly over.
I just feel an overwhelming sense of sadness.
Is there something about life that I am somehow missing?
So tonight we sat in a quaint Italian restaurant. K with a glass of Merlot and me with my glass of water...and I ask the questions.
What are we missing?
Do we have balance between work and play?
What can we do different in the coming year?
How do we break the monotony of going to work and coming home?
How do we bring that spark of excitement in the everyday life?
How do we live fully right now?
We challenge one another to find creative ways of doing things. He teases me. He isn't familiar with a melancholy me. We laugh. We dream and make plans.
Is it only me...or are you reflecting on the past year and do you feel slightly flat?